My Daddy
February 12, 2005
Well, today i got into a yelling match with my father. That's something I rarely do . Usually, I just take his crap and that's that. It really doesn't matter why just that i feel lousy about it . At the same time I'm trying to figure out why i feel so bad because my father can really push your buttons. I don't know if i've mentioned in my other journal but his last sister died last week. Now , i know he feels pretty low and maybe that's why i feel so bad about yelling and arguing with him. Now , why we were arguing is simply this . My father is forever accusing you or simply putting me down for some reason or no reason. No matter what the conversation , by the time we get into talking he's insulting me or telling me i don't want to listen , or i'm wrong about everything i say or do. As, far as he is concerned if you don't think and do as he feels you should then you are wrong . He's never wrong everyone is and you are never right. You are not entitled to have your own thought or opinion. If you dare you are wrong , wrong , wrong.
I got tired of it today. And i snapped. I'm sorry but I'm not . I guess the main reason why i'm sorry because i know he probably didn't hear a word i said and still he doesn't get it , so it was a waist of breathe to bother. now , not only am i wrong but i'm an awlful person for talking to him the way i did. That's the only thing i accomplished today.
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